2年付き合っていた彼氏にフラれた。あまりにも突然で「セフレでもいいから…」と藁にも縋る思いで彼に泣きついた。私を憐れむ彼の目は今まで見た事がないほど冷たかった。それでも良かった。私は彼が好きだったから。だけど悔しかった…だから私は、彼が私に依存するほどのセックスで満たしてあげる事にした。

My boyfriend of two years broke up with me. It was so sudden that I begged him, "I'll even be your sex friend…" His eyes, filled with pity, were colder than I'd ever seen them before. But that was okay. I loved him. But I was hurt… So I decided to satisfy him with sex so intensely that he would become dependent on me.